Dear God (Indonesian Ver.) by 12SOCIALONE

Passion & Spirit

Here I am, with my lovely laptop in front of me and now playing Jason Mraz's I Won't Give Up song on repeat cause I must stay on full passion spirit track. Wanna know why? I'm gonna break it down to y'all anonymous readers.

I'm having a very haaarrrddd time rite now! What's been happening in one last month is hectic school weekdays while talking about endless tasks and home works and university and gossips and scandals and blablabla. I'm even having a sociology research about prostitution (which is the 'girl' refused to be questioned! hah) and I'm on my way doing the field job. And also about....entrepreneurship that makes me errrr T.T I really have to wake up and realize that I must sell macaroni schotell and become a fake entrepreneur, then make the report from that activity, with my team. And the most bittersweet task is.....gotta be.......doing every little thing about year book photo schedule.

It's so damn hard to work as a team cause u can never make 1001 voices into one. Personally, I consider myself as an uptight inside and that's why hearing a non professional talk either schedules makes me sick! Sometimes it's not about how less competence that we can see overall, but all of these disturbers are sometimes coming as external causes. But y'all need to know! I'm damnly sure that after the yearbooks are handed over to my friends, me and the rest of committees will be fully satisfied cause what was sacrificed for goods would always be satisfying. Plus, I'm always happy being in hectic and busy week (although still....working as a team is neveeerr easy for me). InshaaAllah :')

So that I'll sing I Won't Give Up on my mind again and again to stand up my passion of doing every task with very big passion and spirit. I know I can.

Duties

Here I am, sitting facing laptop and searching midi file for Music lesson (hell yeah we all gonna do duet on singing assignment yeaaaahhh~) and been torturing google chrome why does it take so long to open new tab unlike firefox.

I'm exhausted. An hour ago I just got home after digging knowledge at EF, and then I met papers of Economics lesson to do, about adjustment entries and blablabla. And then I suddenly remembered this Music lesson task to find any midi file, but I musnt forget that I also have a group task of Geography lesson. U know, like making slides from power point about air pollution.

Those tasks and homeworks, I think, are so important for us the social students to study much more about this environment we live in on Geography lesson. And talking about Economics lesson, those adjustment entries is fun to do, IF ONLY YOU KNOW HOW TO PUT IN THE NUMBERS. And I deeply regret....why didn't I take more attention so I would have done doing those papers. About Music lesson? Tho I am defineltely not a diva who can sing, I enjoy this task because we can you knoooww like having fun just in hours and able forget hard lessons for a while. Well I take a conclusion that as students the only way to not get exhausted maybe by enjoying every little thing we meet. Yes, I shoulda started being so.

But...... I always have to manage my time more often to handle these, tho I dunno to whom should I learn bout that further.

Who's The Boss?

Well, umh, yeah u know, I can’t believe I’m saying this but umh, I miss being angry at this moment. Damn, shouting aloud arranging their position just to take one scene was unbelievably fun!

Fyi, on religion class, 32 students were divided in two groups, and I came into ‘boys nest’. Me and my friend, Diva, were the only girl there, so that every time we had scene-taking I was always surrounded by boys (I thought I made it very clear on the photo.). Whata holy crap. But thank God I had someone who protected me from those mischievous dudes (pity u Diva, lmfao.).

But that’s not the point. Honestly I miss being a boss. Oh wait up, I STILL AM! Boya is on duty. (Boya stands for Bos Fathya at that time LOL)

Graduated!

It's between laughter and crying out loud haha.... Miss em all