Before I arrived in Malaysia to start new semester of college, I was trying so hard to think about what I should post in my blog, or even if I once had an idea I couldn't even start to type. I thought it was because I didn't have to do so many assignments formed in papers or essays so that my brain felt like stopped hard working as holiday kept on going.
And now I still haven't started doing anything for my upcoming assignments (yes I just arrived here a week ago or so but I already know what kind of assignments I should be doing for the whole semester just after one or two first classes LOL) and I instantly feel awkward as I'm typing on this white plain field for new post. I oddly forget how to 'just write' anything (maybe this is such along-term effect for having unproductive days on last 2 months holiday). I even did late-post my poem a couple of days ago because didn't really have any brand new things to share but I felt like wanting to just post something lol.
I'm entering second week of my third semester but I don't really feel like coming back, yet. Hectic days of dealing with meetings for welcoming new students won't do. Pages of papers and essays may become a buzzer to slap me and wake me up to face reality.